Monday, May 24, 2010

Snarky

Glenn feels like his "rally" is slowly coming to an end. He is asking for medication more often each day. We have been able to play some poker with the kids..which has been fun. The thing is- he still wins! He is all hopped up on meds and fighting to stay awake and still wins! So discouraging! Anyhow, it has been fun to do something together- we tried to watch Wild Hogs- but as usual he slept through it, he kept putting this stupid sucker in his mouth then falling asleep- so the second I would try to take it out he would wake up, this went on for the entire movie...he is so hard headed!!! :)
I did get a bit snarky with him yesterday- he is not being honest with me about how he is feeling for whatever reason ( I am sure it isn't because I am a worry wart). But after our "discussion", I don't think that will continue. His arms and legs are starting to go numb again and he is back to cycle breathing when he sleeps. Guess we will have to see what Hospice says today when they come today- not much they can do at this point I know, but it is always nice to talk with them about what is going on. I think it is because they just "get it" - I never feel as if what I am thinking or feeling is weird because they totally understand what we are going through- our Hospice nurse DeAnne is the bomb!

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  1. I feel like I am there with you as I read this blog. Thank you for allowing us to be part of this. I still have the last text Glenn sent me on my phone. I can't bring myself to erase it. I really miss hearing from him everday. This helps.

    Love and hugs,

    ~Shan

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