Been awhile...

Been awhile since I have blogged- things are not getting easier- In fact they are harder - I think the shock is wearing off and reality setting in. You know, memories everywhere I go and everything I do- good ones and bad of course, but all bring back emotions and feelings I am not equipped to deal with yet- if ever. The support has been wonderful, and if I haven't got back with you yet- don't worry I will, I just do a few emails and thank you cards a day it is all I can handle right now.